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انا افكر اذن انا حاموووووت
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Saturday, August 2, 2008

Happy Sense of Nostalgia


Although having a bad night, painful sensation in her left arm, but she woke up happy, for no apparent reason she was. do we need to justify happiness? while preparing her favourite cup of coffee, she was stupidly happy to the extent that she started laughing about things that are so silly or old in event. she remembered a joke, she giggled, whats wrong with her? ok, so now laughing and giggling became wrong?? is it her norms to be sad?? what a pitty.


what happens when she sees those emails? those encouraging words and evaluations? why do they represent soemthing big for her? yesterday she was arranging a whole bunch of papers, bank statements and health reports. she discovered alot of old stuff hidden beneath, so old they go back to her college years.
why from all of the papers she is holding, she pulls one report , so randomly, then she sees the doctor's name which happens to be exactly as his, consider that his name isnt that populaer or familiar.she was surprised but she ignored it.


she found a large pile of horoscope related issues, she start arranging them and the one paper clings to her hand is the one describing nothing but thier own 2 zodiac signs!! do i need to ignore this as well?? this is what she thinks to herself. well, lets cast signs aside, but at least she understood this phase of going back and forth between both of them . she wants some consistency, he doesnt. he wants having some fun time, so she is, but with a prosperious result. this was the only issue, other wise, they are match made in heaven, or shall we better say earth?? for both of them have acknowledge the fact that God somehow forgot about us, the earthy people, long time ago. this is thier life, and they shall live it here, with all the sensations they can muster. he told her once, life is too short, enjoy it, come on and let us have fun together.
she wants to have fun as well, but forever?? is he sure about that?? she would like to travel, go clubbing, roam around for some weeks, have salsa dances with him, only him, discover new things and live the moment, but for her, she would like to spend the rest of her life with him.
the coffee is cold, she doesnt care.
she remembers those 2 great lines form the old grumpy men in the old muppet show, " the question is: what is a manah manah." and the other replies, " the question is : who cares?"
applying this to her situation, it would be like, the question is : do i really need to be with him all my life or just enjoy the few moments we might have for once together?? and the reply is " the question is: does he really care?"
she puts the mug into the sink and leaves for work. but with a small grin on her face.

13 comments:

ذو النون المصري said...

مش فاهم اي حاجه يا حفصه

راجى said...

Forever is a meaningless word, after all people change no matter how hard they try not to
But
It does no harm to have such a happy feeling before we start the day
Fine piece of literature

Wandering Scarab said...

Hafssa..

I think the real question is "Should she care?"

على باب الله said...

what is with bloggers and the word nostalgia ??

طبيبك الخاص said...

محتاج اقراها تانى بتركيز يمكن اقدر افهمها

HafSSa said...

ذوالنون
والله حاولت اترجمها من زمان بس منفعتش لاسباب كتيرةو فقدت روحها لاصلية
معلش
حقك عليا المرةدي


استاذ راجي
شكرا جدا جدا على كلماتك
و على رايك في المقصوصة دي

mino,
it turnes out that this should hav ebeen the question, anyway, its a bit too late to ask it. thanks for redirecting the path.



على باب الله
مين تاني كتب عن النوستالجيا النهاردة؟
:D


طبيبك الخاص
اهلا وسهلا يا سيدي
يعني انت مش بتيجي خالص و يوم ما تيجي تعلق لي في ده؟؟
ماشي
المهم ان المدونة نورت بيك و بعيلة الشناوي كلها هنا
الف مرحب



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وينكى said...

انا مش فاهمه حاجه
بس جيت اقولك ليكي عندى واجب
تعالى حليه

كلبوزة لكن سمباتيك said...

طيب على ما تنزلي بالترجمة اسلم عليكي بس و اقولك وحشتيني
و على فكرة باجي كتير بس مش بلاقي رد ارد بيه على كتاباتك
مش عارفة حاسة انك متغيرة يمكن جرعة القرف و الملل زايدة عندك!!
بس مش عارفة الاقي بين سطورك حفصوتشي اللي اعرفها و اللي تعتبر احسن واحدة تعمل لبنة في البلوجر كله


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ذو النون المصري said...

فرح شهروزه كان امبارح
انا حضرته
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Sherif said...

Although mysterious .. What medical reports? What pain in her left arm ..?

I can say confidently .. we are granted life to live it .. that's a mercy of God.

If we care .. we won't live ..
cause what pleases someone doesn't necessarily please the other ..

Nothing wrong with feeling happy except doubt .. I mean why don't we want to believe we're just happy?

wonderful piece of sensations

المهاجر الى الله said...
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ابو احمد said...

بنتى حفصه معلش انا طالب رأيك فى الموضوع المنشور عندى وده اتكرر مع نسرين زى ماهى معلقه عندى
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HafSSa said...

اسفه لتاخري في الرد بس معنديش نت بشكل مفتوح طول اليوم


ونكوك
اوعدك في اقرب فرصة ان شاء الله


كلبوزتي
هو انا باين عليا القرف للدرجة دي؟
معلش اصلي في قمة القرف جدا جدا جدا


نون
الف مبروك لشهروزة
و عقبالك


استاذ شريف
كلماتك دايما بتشجعني و بتحسسني انك قريت الكلام بكل اهتمام
فشكرا لك


المهاجر لله اللي انا مسحت تعليقه
اسفه بس مش بحب النوع ده من التعليقات ابدا
و ليا سؤال لك
لو حضرتك مهاجر لله،يبقى ازاي حضرتك مهتم اوي بينا و بتعليقاتنا؟؟
شكرا



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غريب جدا موضوع الاسئلة اياه ده و حاجة مطمنش ابدا
ربنا يستر
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